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Monday 8th October 2012

Shout at me!

A master asked his disciples:

‘Why do we shout in anger? Why do people shout at each other when they are upset? ’

The disciples thought for a while, and one of them said

‘Because we lose our calm, we shout for that.’

‘But why to shout when the other person is just next to you? ‘Isn’t it possible to speak to him or her with a soft voice? Why do you shout at a person when you're angry? ’

The disciples gave him some other answers but none satisfied the master.

Finally he explained:

‘When two people are angry at each other, their hearts distance a lot. To cover that distance they must shout to be able to hear each other. The angrier they are, the stronger they will have to shout to hear each other through that great distance. ’

Then the master asked:

‘What happens when two people fall in love? They don’t shout at each other but talk softly, why? Because their hearts are very close. The distance between them is very small ... ’

And he concluded:

‘When they love each other even more, what happens?

‘They do not speak, only whisper and they get even closer to each other in their love.

‘Finally they even need not whisper, they only look at each other and that’s all. That is how close two people are when they love each other.’

--- by Paul Coehlo

Saturday 17th July 2010

Thoughts again!

have yours often enough
Decisions respected &
accepted, bowed to them &
yielded. I am often enough
come, not you, but me.
I always have enough mistakes
looked for me, me for everything
blamed. Am with you
came & apologized.
I've always been so naive as to believe
that you are there for me, behind
stands behind me as I do
confessed to you, always. I am
often enough blind into my own
Misfortune happened often enough
ripped off by so many. But all
that, all of these things you give me
have done me all the more
Made stronger and smarter. From
immediately I only hit mine
Decisions, for myself &
for no one else. I will from
not be dependent on anyone and
chasing after people

I often your
Decisions respected &
accepted me and they bowed
yielded. I am often
come, not her, but I am.
Often ...
enough, I have the error only
with me looking for me for everything
held responsible. Am to you
come and have apologized.
Always I was naive enough to believe,
that it's there for me since, after
me is, as I also behind
you have been, always. I am
often blind to my own
Run accident, which is often enough
fooled by so many. But all
that all these things to it to me
have done, I have all the more
made stronger and wiser. From
once I meet my only
Decisions, and for myself
for no one else. I will of
be dependent on anyone and
some people run after

Wednesday July 14, 2010

You live from day to day and you think you are happy with it.
You Laugh and the others laugh with you
And in the evening you're sitting there and realize that none of this is true.
You are sad. Deep inside!
Your cries for help with your laughter.
But the others think you are happy.

To make others happy you learn to endure suffering, to hide pain and to laugh with tears in their eyes


Too many words. Spoken all dead. Too many dreams never go in the implementation. Too many tears. We love us to death. Too many thoughts that revolve around you.
We had all that time for new episodes. If you let go it dies many small death.

Cold wind in my heart. Cold wind in my hair. Colder than down here it will not and never will be as it was.
All the stars stay up. In me is just your track.
Have I ever lied to you? I ask softly, and you only smile.
If You Laugh, I do not care ...
If You Laugh, I do not care what is to come.

I trust the rest one deaths. I do not trust any one who loves me.
But to hate me, is prohibited!
And it remains a wonder if you exist yet!
We flee from each other the sky is the goal. Life willeth two are one too many. It burns no more we are wasting our time. I'm afraid to lose you! We are lonely for two.
One last hug before I go. One last look before we never meet us again. One last word after all this time. One last kiss and we are against alone.

Thursday July 8, 2010

Again and again these days ...

See you alone. You don't feel any change. It gnaws at you. Where is the happiness? The beautiful moly warm feeling in the soul?

Days like this feel like you've lived them a thousand times ...
So many questions that cannot be answered.
So many longings that remain unfulfilled and yet we keep walking, step by step, always with the hope in the back of our minds that it will be different.
How can you be so young and no longer know where you want to go?
In 20 years I see myself exactly where I am NOW!

Friday April 10, 2009

My life!

It's one of those days again where you start thinking about everything.
My life?
My life is my job ... it's a good life. I travel a lot, I live in foreign countries with people of different origins. I work with them, we laugh, have fun and sometimes stress. Like in a normal life!
But it's not that normal.
Far from home, family, friends.
Sometimes I spend years in one country and sometimes only months. I live between you and with you and yet for myself alone!
I know the man who works on the corner in the little shop, we talk sometimes, we joke. The people in my favorite restaurant already know what I like and what I don't. People in my house bar are happy when I appear.
Like a normal life!
But it is not that normal, it never will be!
Because tomorrow I can be gone again, travel to another country and spend months or years there, trying to have a normal life again.
There, too, I'll meet people again, new acquaintances, a new restaurant, a man who works in the shop on the corner, new colleagues!

This life enriches me with many experiences, new countries, new cultures.
But alone!
You get cold in this life, because you don't know that it stays, at the end.
Today I get to know my love and tomorrow I have to go, far away!
Yes, what this life has taught me is I'm getting numb!

A fool who leads a life that promises wealth and brings poverty!

Thursday March 12, 2009

I should have known!

It shouldn't have surprised me, but it still does. You're finally looking forward to coming home again, to see your family, to talk to them * not just on the phone *, to spend time with your friends, to see what has changed and what is still the way it was.
But I should have known!
Again everything has changed. Now it again takes a long time until you can start your journey home.
That's how you feel when you live for your job. Sometimes, when something like that happens, I feel tired, finished, one would like to get out of everyone here.

But then I remember, * I wanted it this way! *
I love my job and this traveling around.
So then spit fresh in your hands and off you go into a new adventure!
And at some point the time will come to return home and with it the longing for the distance.

An interplay of life.

And in spite of the sadness, the feeling of happiness comes over me.

* Here I am world and heaven can wait! *

Wednesday March 4, 2009

Heaven Can Wait!

Nothing is forever,
We come and go!
The faces fade
but I can see you!
Tell heaven:
"Good day!"
"That I like my shitty life!"
That's why I'm staying here.

Heaven Can Wait,
life makes me hungry
and i can't get enough!

I'm floating in a void
similar to death!
It's just a moment
But you are not my heir
this is not the day i die!

Heaven Can Wait,
I am still far from having enough!